yesterday was C and I's 3 years, it felt like such a long time but in reality, looking back I can't imagine me without him. at this moment, I can truly say that this is the happiest and most comfortable I've been in the last 4 years if my life. I feel so at ease with him that everything comes natural. We don't have to say anything, everything just falls into place. I do worry for the future but ... who the fuck cares. I will know what to do when the time comes.